feriz wheel

this is my life,i don’t care to what ever they want to say about me, i don’t care if they don’t understand me, i am the one who knows my self better, all i know is im so happy with my life having him…”she quoted”

I am tina, I can say that my life is so CRUEL…. Lots of surprises and also lots of pain. I can say that I am a strong one, because i have been encountered all the difficulties but ill keep on saying ” WOOOOh.. I’m still Stand’in”

my life now is not as simple as before. Now i have all the things that a girl could dream of…
Now i have been live in a big house, having a fancy car..and everything you will expect to a princess in a children s fairy tales…

Now i have all the material thing on earth.. but there is one thing that i really want.. it is the life with my partner..i want him to be mine.. i want to live with him for the rest of my life.. but i don’t think if it would be possible..because loving him is the hardest thing i ever did in my life….:c

I want to be true to all of you.. I wanted to be know that .I am in love!!yes I am in love…In love to a guy that i didn’t expect.. to a guy that really change my life..my world and my everything..

He really change my entire life..My simple life into a glamorous one..He is the reason why i have been live in a gold palace..a life that i didn’t expect..A LIFE IN A FAIRY TALE…
soooo ironic..but..that’s definitely true..but i am proudly say that i didn’t love him for what he have instead..i love him for what he is….

i do love him for being what he is..even our relationship is impossible….i want to share to all of you that he is old enough for me.. i can say that our relationship is a (May_December affair)..how weird right?…

sometimes i did ask my self..”hey, whats happen to you? is it real that you’re in love with him?..then i always end up laughing..

Many people around me didn’t believe to my true feelings for him..some says.. and think that my only intention is to get his golds..then..nothing else..it hurt me so much every time i hear someone saying that to me..but i always follow my heart and says they are funny..!!:)

Some also says that i am so “LUCKY” having him..but they are wrong..because i can proudly say that He is the LUCKY one having me …:)..
why? because at first.. I am not a desperate type of a girl..I can proudly says that many will appreciate my outside and inner beauty.. they say that i have the good looks.. i have a perfect body..and that’s really makes me proud.. i am also educated person.. even before..that i didn’t meet him yet.. i already pursuing my nursing career..and i can say.. i am a good student!!because i came from a good family…a simple family that makes me wonderful..
So I can say he is the lucky one..why?because he have me..a girl that can fight and understand him..yes.. UNDERSTAND him.. because loving him is not very easy.. you need to be more open minded..and you need to be strong..and that’s me.. i understand all of him..from his nationality up to his personal life..

his past lives, past relationships..past wives..all of him which give me a little bit of heartaches..
yes a HEARTACHES..a pain that will make me a better partner and also a better and stronger person..

as of now..were still together..were so in love with each other..were now having our Asia trips which is very exciting..

every single day with him is a special day for me..

everyday is a perfect day when where together…

Until now, Some didn’t understand this..but its OK..because ” i don’t care to whatever they want to say..i don’t care if they don’t understand..i am who knows my self better..all i know is..IM SO HAPPY WITH MY LIFE HAVING HIM”

p.s..to all the readers..dont try to be like me..it is hard to go in a relationship like this…its complicated..but ill enjoy it..

(ang buhay ko.. parang ferizwheel..kung tititgnan mo..nakakalula..nakakatakot..pero ang taong nakasakay ay masaya na pinagmamasdan ang lalim ng nasa baba..kaya kumapit ka lng..pag natakot ka..pumikit ka..sabahayan mo lng ang pag taas at pag baba nito..dahil kapalit naman nito ay kaligayahan na wala ang iba..) ..

to:my best friend..

best..cz..sorry late ha…i miss you..pacenxa na alam kung hinintay mo to..sorry..pacenxa nadin kung hindi masyadong maganda..love you..

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